Religion

Mm..when i was still living in san lorenzo, i had a nanny who was super duper religious...she told me a lotta stories and i believed her. "when you die, god lets you choose to be an angel or a baby".. i remember hating adam and eve because it was their fault that we couldn't live in the garden of eden. one time at my church school they lectured us on how ppl who didnt believe in god went to hell..and i burst out in tears because i REALLY thought my parents were going to hell. after that i asked my mom and dad if they would become religious..so they wouldnt have to go to hell um..i dont think they answered me.

i used to pray to god every night ..and give him an invisible hug. and sometimes i thought that god could read my mind so i thought up of cuss words and then suddenly took them back.

i dont believe in god anymore but id like to. i think that whole jesus/god thing was created so ppl would be good. like how your parents tell you about santa clause..and if you're a good girl, he'll give you presents? christianity is kinda like that. if you're good, god will put you into heaven.

even though i don't believe in god..i still pray every once in a while..(if i have a big meet the next day..if i didnt study for my chinese test..for my boobs to get bigger...) juuuust in case. :) it's nice to have something to believe in though. when i have children im gonna make them christianssss so they wont be as afraid to die.

if any of you reading this are religious..please dont take this offensively. im not trying to diss god or jesus or wahtever.