my friends are amazing

i love my friends.
they really cheer me up :)

im really glad i have people that i can depend on yanno?

in middle school i remember i used to wish for those kinda friends.

i love you guyssss :):)

hey you

i noticed that i use facebook and aim to keep in touch with people..whatever happened to talking on the phone? ew i used to hate talking on the phone..i was always afraid of awkward silences...or like whhen u want to get off the phone but don't know how to tell the other person on the line so u just say umm...i have to go to the bathroom...or do laundry ..or my house is on fire BEE ARE BEEZ. ROFLAMZOXCOPTERXZXXXXXXXXX. umm yeah. maybe thats why i like facebook and aim better.
haha i remember in middle school i was always really nervous when i talked on the phone and one time i had to ask may for homework or something and i remember writing out EVERY SINGLE THING i was going to say..HAHAhahah and when may answered the phone, i read off of that piece of paper. hahahah
but yeah i feel kinda sad because chances are that i will never see some people again...and my memories of them will slowly fade away. so promise me this, if you know me and we liked each other enough to say hi in the halls, please kit with me because chances are i miss you!
so, jarvis aung even though i wrote on my sr portrait to you that "i will probably never see or talk to you again" I DIDNT REALLY MEAN IT!
hahhah but yes dayu, hendson, steven, alex n and all you other people better keep in touch!

i probably posted this before, but who cares

heeey. do you guys remember when you were still a itsy bitsy kid? and the world seemed so nice and perfect? before you learned about death..jealousy..crime...?

the earliest thing i can remember is...hearing about a plane crash...mmm..and wondering what happened to all the people...oo when i was about...4...5.? i remember i saw something on the news about a girl killing herself and i asked my nanny if she did it because she wanted to know what god was like... i remember believing EVERY single thing i was told. ie: god...tooth fairy...santa claus

i used to be like MAN i HATE adam and eve, if it weren't for them we'd all still be in the garden of ....eve? even? um. i just had a brain fart. its 1:33am, whatever.

oo and when i was little, i could never imagine hating my mom, dad or brother...and couldn't understand how the people on jerry springer did.

mmm gonna sleep










KTHXBAI

wow, i love to whine

so i ate dinner today with my friends and apparently one of my friends is friends with the guy i hated from middle school.

how awkward.

i hope someone really makes him cry. cause i think hes a punk that needs to get beat up or something. or run over.

aNYWAYS.

summer's been fun. im gonna really miss alex.

i like alex. he makes me feel special.
and i can tell he loves me
by the way he treats me.
and that makes me happy
and when im happy hes happy
and when im sad hes sad.
he actually cares when i tell him my heart hurts.
and calls back when i hang up
mm he really cares
i should appreciate him more.

too bad its too late and im going off to college

OH WELL.


KTHXBAI

wow...wooow.

what do i do now?



















sigh

kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

im not a big fan of music
like its not MY LIFE or anything
but

wow

afi is amazing

AMAZING.



davey's voice
wow

WOW
thats amazing too.




has anyone noticed that after a while
all the bands, rappers, pop singers start
to sound all the same?
or at least the bad ones

liek the donnas?
i cant tell their songs apart
they all sound the same
how gross.


after a while afi's songs sound the same too
but at least they're pretty songs.



















hey.
do you think heartache actually exists
or do you think its created in the mind...

hmm.

sigh

fat people= boobs
skinny people= small boobs
special people= skinny and big boobs









woe is me
im going to start running again
bbye boobies.. bye byeeee!















i don't want to go to college yet
i want to pause everything and live it in slow mo.
before you know it we're going to be old...LIKE granny old.
omg. i think id freak out if i was that old.
ahhhhhhh. where did the time go. .

i wonder
what happens
when you die
..


heaven?
nothing?
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!