weird.
i went to my grand uncle's funeral yesterday..
it was just weird seeing him in the coffin..
they stuffed a coin in his mouth..which seemed kinda degrading to me, but i dont know...
what was REALLY weird was how his children didnt even cry...i guess they werent close, but even my aunts cried..even I cried. maybe something happened when they were little and thats why they couldn't cry..but i think its just really weird..because either way hes still your FATHER..
but yeah, ... they took pictures..of him..in..the coffin..flash and everything..wth? are they gonna look back one day and be like heey! i remember that day.
yesterday reminded me of my grandmas funeral..how..[i swear to godd] it looked like she was still breathing..and i still cant believe shes gone cause my memories of her are still so vivid.
"not here, but somewhere else" mm thats probably it.
senioritis really hit..
i got rejected from la [no big surprise] but now im even worried about whether ill get into davis.
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my stupiod esasy
it was just weird seeing him in the coffin..
they stuffed a coin in his mouth..which seemed kinda degrading to me, but i dont know...
what was REALLY weird was how his children didnt even cry...i guess they werent close, but even my aunts cried..even I cried. maybe something happened when they were little and thats why they couldn't cry..but i think its just really weird..because either way hes still your FATHER..
but yeah, ... they took pictures..of him..in..the coffin..flash and everything..wth? are they gonna look back one day and be like heey! i remember that day.
yesterday reminded me of my grandmas funeral..how..[i swear to godd] it looked like she was still breathing..and i still cant believe shes gone cause my memories of her are still so vivid.
"not here, but somewhere else" mm thats probably it.
senioritis really hit..
i got rejected from la [no big surprise] but now im even worried about whether ill get into davis.
back to
my stupiod esasy
posted by fuglycray0n at 3:14 PM
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i know you're pretty sensitive about this stuff, my grandpa died when i was small and all my aunts were crying but i couldn't cry at the funeral. i tried so hard to cry, but i couldn't. finally i cried for him when i grew older, because then i understood more. i wasn't that close to him, but he did mean a lot to me..
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