kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

im not a big fan of music
like its not MY LIFE or anything
but

wow

afi is amazing

AMAZING.



davey's voice
wow

WOW
thats amazing too.




has anyone noticed that after a while
all the bands, rappers, pop singers start
to sound all the same?
or at least the bad ones

liek the donnas?
i cant tell their songs apart
they all sound the same
how gross.


after a while afi's songs sound the same too
but at least they're pretty songs.



















hey.
do you think heartache actually exists
or do you think its created in the mind...

hmm.

sigh

fat people= boobs
skinny people= small boobs
special people= skinny and big boobs









woe is me
im going to start running again
bbye boobies.. bye byeeee!















i don't want to go to college yet
i want to pause everything and live it in slow mo.
before you know it we're going to be old...LIKE granny old.
omg. i think id freak out if i was that old.
ahhhhhhh. where did the time go. .

i wonder
what happens
when you die
..


heaven?
nothing?
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

mm

did you guys ever notice how unprofessional everything is?

i mean me working at kumon..sure i try to be professional (not really) but i do have my favorites..and i pay more attention to them than the kids that are ...eh. and i mean these kid's parents are paying ME money to tutor their kids...and they're not all getting the same education....sometimes i dont do the jobs im supposed to do because its too chaotic and i forget...---when I went to kumon..i thought everything was professional, thought that everyone was treated the same way...i probably just didn't notice..

and at bay to breakers u know how u buy snacks from venders? well by the end of the day u can just get them for free...i dont think thats very professional..but i like it.

and poll working day...before i worked there I thought our polls were VERY professional..like every vote actually counted and all that crap...but it turns out that people make mistakes and their votes end up not counting...etc

um
i dont know if i got my msg through or if it made any sense...yeah
i just used to think everything was really orderly and shtuff. but with the right friends, u could get a free hamburger hook up or if u're a really cute little kid, get a better education...

i want a sleeping buddy.

someone please help me.



some of this stuff is from old posts..so u can press the X in the upper right hand corner and poo on a bird

so im sleeping and i know im awake. kinda like im
half away...but i have no control over my body.
its paralyzed and its getting really freaky because
i TOTALLY hear things. i know i do. first i heard children
laughing..and then teh second time i heard a cellphone...
but a ring that doesnt sound like anybody's i know...
can someone please explain this to me?

at first, i thought that maybe it was cus i was in rem sleep
and ur body is paralyzed during rem sleep...but..just last night
i couldnt sleep the whole entire niight cus my back was hurting
like a bitch. so i decided to sleep sitting up..and right when
i was about to fall asleep i noticed that my movement was restricted...
and i started to panic..and thats when i started to hear the
cellphone tones...but yea....maybe ur body is paralyzed when you sleep??
but that wouldnt make sense because people toss and turn in their sleep...
when i got paralyzed or whatever last night i started freaking out cus i
remember that my friend said it had osmething to do with the devil posessing you
and although im not religious...i dont really know any other explanation
so
give me explanations people.
otherwise ill have to sleep with my mom til
i forget this whole thing...
and my dad snores really loud
so please help me.

thanks dayu :)

plaques

yayay.

yay.

well, that was stupid.

my apologies