i probably posted this before, but who cares

heeey. do you guys remember when you were still a itsy bitsy kid? and the world seemed so nice and perfect? before you learned about death..jealousy..crime...?

the earliest thing i can remember is...hearing about a plane crash...mmm..and wondering what happened to all the people...oo when i was about...4...5.? i remember i saw something on the news about a girl killing herself and i asked my nanny if she did it because she wanted to know what god was like... i remember believing EVERY single thing i was told. ie: god...tooth fairy...santa claus

i used to be like MAN i HATE adam and eve, if it weren't for them we'd all still be in the garden of ....eve? even? um. i just had a brain fart. its 1:33am, whatever.

oo and when i was little, i could never imagine hating my mom, dad or brother...and couldn't understand how the people on jerry springer did.

mmm gonna sleep










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wow, i love to whine

so i ate dinner today with my friends and apparently one of my friends is friends with the guy i hated from middle school.

how awkward.

i hope someone really makes him cry. cause i think hes a punk that needs to get beat up or something. or run over.

aNYWAYS.

summer's been fun. im gonna really miss alex.

i like alex. he makes me feel special.
and i can tell he loves me
by the way he treats me.
and that makes me happy
and when im happy hes happy
and when im sad hes sad.
he actually cares when i tell him my heart hurts.
and calls back when i hang up
mm he really cares
i should appreciate him more.

too bad its too late and im going off to college

OH WELL.


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